The past eight months have had its ups and downs. I have mostly been trying to hold it all together. I find I not only deal with my sadness but then I realize I am facing the sadness of others who I love. I guess we will never understand the whys and whens of life and death but I do know life goes on and we have to face each new day. The way we face those days depend on us. In May my life again changed forever. But this time it was in a good way. May is the month that brought me my new grandson. What a thrill! What an angel!! Life again is beautiful. Although my sister will never leave my heart or my thoughts, I can now share a sweet little man with her.